Wow, it has almost been a year since I last posted! To be fair, life has been very busy and hectic, and I have contemplated writing a post but just not had the chance to put pen to paper! (or..fingers to keyboard, rather!).
Okay so, from May last year to now… I finished the Ibn Jabal Arabic Gap Year programme!! An incredible and life-changing experience, Alhamdulillah! We had a barbeque at one of the student’s houses and it was amazing. Lovely countryside landscape and food and Ustaadh brought his family along too! Family also came over from Pakistan that day, and stayed over for Ramadan 🙂 Then… a series of weddings as per usual in the summer LOL. Oh and I went to Morocco with some Ibn Jabal Gap Year students!! Some beautiful memories for the 5 days that I stayed there. Met some lovely people at Qalam wa Lawh, and did a lot of exploring! Alhamdulillah it was a beautiful experience in which I gained an insight into many things, and I would love to go back one day in’sha’Allah! The day I returned, we had another wedding, and the day after that, we went to Pakistan! #JetsetterJazzy!
Once we were back home, things calmed down a little
bit. Back to reality. Started looking for a job, not knowing what I wanted to
do with my degree and contemplating on so many different avenues. Further
study? Work? Chill?! LOL. This year, I was also involved in Charity Week on the
National Media and Marketing Team! We went to Birmingham for the Midlands
Roundoff, and also to Manchester for the International Roundoff!
September passed by, October came and brought its
blessings with it in the form of suhba. Alhamdulillah is all I can say about
that 🙂 And then November came and it was a whole year since my mother returned
to Allah. We had a khatam and milaad at home, made kheer and sweet rice amongst
other things. Alhamdulillah it went well, may Allah accept.
Some interviews came my way and I rejected them and
regretted it, not knowing that the Most Merciful had better plans for me in
December. And then my 23rd birthday came in the form of a surprise party from
my sister, family and my friends from school. Such a huge surprise, I still
feel overwhelmed! And then, the new year, 2016.
We have our ups and downs… that’s all part of life.
Some days it feels like you just CANNOT carry on, no matter what you try to do.
Convince yourself that you CAN do it. You CAN carry on. Think back to the worst
day you’ve ever experienced….you made it through that day! You will make it
through this one too in’sha’Allah. 🙂